Feeling blue

I wish I weren't so "girlie" (for lack of a better term) sometimes. When I get feeling blue I lose all motivation to do stuff. I've been feeling lonesome lately (could be partially related to hormones). I realize how much I talk to my mom; it's great that we get along and talk so much. However, it would be nice to talk to some people my own age. I mean really talk and hang out, not just post or email.

That's the only thing I regret about playing harp so much at weddings. I'm usually not able to do a lot on the weekends because I play so much. I miss out on things with people because I'm busy. I tend to have to schedule things in advance if I really want to go to them, which unfortunately doesn't work with a lot of people's schedules.

I have worked really hard on spring cleaning the past few days. My plan is to continue today. However, I have absolutely no motivation to do so right now! All I want to do is lie in bed, read, and watch TV. This looks like a nice bed to spend the day in! (Too bad it's not mine.)

I'm going to go have breakfast in a few. Hopefully playing some loud music from iTunes will get me motivated. It would be helpful if it were a little sunnier out, but oh well.